Sasha

wow I feel nothing,

2003-04-23T07:12:41Z

I say sebastien today, briefly, while on my way to work, I dropped off a cd to him, we spoke briefly, I felt absolutly nothing towards him, nothing, which was good but, odd, I mean I know it is healthier for me to feel nothing just odder, thats all, I expected more from someone like me, more pain, more hurt, more depresson, more anguish, but alas none,
Odd I say again odd

kristarae @ 2002-08-12T16:31:00

2002-08-12T23:24:39Z

This was rather unexpected,

You are 16% geek

OK, so maybe you ain't a geek. You do, at least, show a bit of interest in the world around you. Either that, or you have enough of a sense of humor to pick some of the sillier answers on the test. Regardless, you're probably a pretty nifty, well-rounded person who gets along fine with people and can chat with just about anyone without fear of looking stupid or foolish or overly concerned with minutiae. God, I hate you.

Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com

" so sick, so sick"

2002-06-12T22:40:30Z

I feel like I am going to puke forever and ever.

kristarae @ 2002-06-06T00:43:00

2002-06-06T07:42:38Z

:: how jedi are you? ::

kristarae @ 2002-06-06T00:23:00

2002-06-06T07:41:47Z

Find your emotion!

You are 10% evil! [?]

That's right! You're the meekest of the meek! You're the least amount evil! The philosophy in ying and yang is that no one person can be completely good or completely evil, but you're pretty close to complete, goodie-two-shoes!

Which Kiss Are You?

You're LUST! Sex, sex, sex! It's all you think about! You're not opposed to having more than one boy/girlfriend, and you're very flirtatious. You're represented by the color blue.

How Gay Are YOU? [?]

kristarae @ 2002-06-06T00:18:00

2002-06-06T07:17:29Z

I act like I'm 22.
This test was brought to you by David - Part of the David and James phenomenon. Take it here.

Yah me, I think.....

2002-06-04T21:58:44Z

take the emo quiz.created by jessi

I wish for time to stop

2002-06-04T05:05:51Z

Ok so work suxs. What's new, Jen gets like no hours when sh eis suppose to be full time, yet gets 20 hours a week. W T F?!? I don't work this friday when I really need the money! Seriously, need the money.

Seb's

2002-05-28T01:16:41Z

Seb's insulting name is Zebra bastard zebra zebra zebra zebra fucker Odious and unpleasant child!
What's yours?

Look at me!!

2002-05-28T01:11:19Z

which Shakira are you?

O, K,

2002-05-22T20:14:58Z

My insulting name is Zebra bastard zebra zebra zebra zebra fucker Slutmonkey!
What's yours?

Interesting. Oddly interesting

O, K,

2002-05-22T20:14:50Z

My insulting name is Zebra bastard zebra zebra zebra zebra fucker Slutmonkey!
What's yours?

Interesting. Oddly interesting

Boo! There wasw no pink!!

2002-05-12T01:58:48Z

What is your favorite color? Click here to find out!

kristarae @ 2002-05-10T13:31:00

2002-05-10T20:31:29Z

test pic

To Jen

2002-05-03T02:42:52Z

I love you and just want you to knwo I value or friendship very much. Forgive my sappieness, I am just feeling tearie.

I've got the world on a string.

2002-04-26T00:44:17Z

Life is not such a beautiful thing. I am passively stressed right now. Today in class part of the movie "The dead poets society". I love that movie, it's so moving. Talking to Dave now. Him and tarren broke up. Seb is coming over, for supper.

Ahaaha well duh.

2002-04-24T06:31:41Z

Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?

kristarae @ 2002-04-23T23:28:00

2002-04-24T06:20:02Z

You are the menthol of all menthols. All the other menthols are just wannabes. People either love you, or hate you. You could care less. You demand extreme loyalty from your friends and tend to embody extremes.

Find out what cigarette you are. Take the Cigarette Test byGirlwithagun

Hehhe Look at me!

2002-04-24T06:05:57Z

Which Angel would you be?
By Angel Falls

I miss you Jeff, come back to me,

2002-04-19T22:03:33Z

I am depressed, but whats new.

Last night Seb and I went to Duncan. We drove up there at like 9pm. For no reason at all. I meanwe just told stories about stuff that had happened to us when we were up island in the past. I think that he will ask me out soon. Lately he has been acting differently. Not good not bad just different.

I have bee thinking about my past relationships lately, I just miss the past I guess. If I knew that things were gonna be like this now, would I have done the same things? If I knew that I would be a bitch would I change? If I knew that I would be loose with my sexual morals would I have done things differently. That one I blame on my stupidity for not listening to my morals with Amen and Adam .I should never have let it go that far. Jen and I should have never let any of it go that far. I mean ya we knew it was wrong but they should have too! We were so young, we didn't knwo what was going, we didn't know shit back then.

Today is call Konrad day, I have already called, I don't wanna leave a message until like at least later tonight, or tommorow. I mean I don't want him to think that I didn't call cause I didn't leave a message, or that I call like twice a day when I don't get him if I leave a messsage.

I need a drink. All these thoughts of the past make me look at myself and go, what the fuck Krista?! What the fuck!? I feel like I told ANYONE all the things I've done they would just shake their head and walk away. I mean let alone what I have done in terms of legality with drugs, but like my educaton, my housing, my jobs. I mean I am goig no where it feels like. I live at home, I work at a dead end job, I don't have a car, I am doing the same fucking courses that I could have done the well the first time in HIGHSCHOOL! I feel like such a fuck up. I have no good relationship to speak of in my past. I mean I've ended up in the hospital before , how many people can boast there ex was so good to them that you had to go to emergency!! I mean FUCK! Now I really need a drink. Thats another thing that I won't go into. I am depressed enough.

I have to go get ready to go to my dead end job now, joy here we go again. Hopefully, tonight I won't have to put on a name tag that says, (thank you Jen for this), "STUPID LITTLE GIRL".

Sniffle sniffle, HONK!!!

2002-04-13T21:45:43Z

I am so sick I think I'm gonna die. Seriously, my nose is so red and raw that it is in danger of falling off. In new house now JOY! I love it, it's so great, but sadly there is a lot to do. But in time it will come together. I just want to go to sleep, screw this moving shit, I'm tired and cranky. I can't even go out this week at all, I have so much work to do, oh my god! I missed wen. and thur. of last week and it's like I missed a month. SHIT! I have to do like 3 tests, one is a midterm, one is a chapter test and the other is a quiz. I seriously am considering shooting myself and putting myself out iof my misery now to get it over with. I think it might be benificial. I know that isn't spelt right. I just need a week to sleep and have some drinks. To bad it won't be here till like aug. or so, I hope. We'll see.....

Well now we all know this isn't right. rolls eyes

2002-04-13T04:33:53Z

What were you in a past life?

You are like a rockstar...only in Dutch.

Find out what YOUR inner non-sequitur is!

quiz by A.V. Phibes

Cool,

2002-04-13T04:23:53Z

You are like a rockstar...only in Dutch.

Find out what YOUR inner non-sequitur is!

quiz by A.V. Phibes

I'm going to hell for sure now.

2002-04-04T22:39:27Z

OK, heres the dilli yo, Martha Stewart, Oh dear, oh my god! SO whats happens is that Dave shows up at the hotel, Seb gets mad and leaves, ok, fine bye. Then, go. SO he calls later, and I was in the bathroom with Dave again, and he's ragen. Then says that he never wants to see me again. OK?!!? WHA THE FUCK!?? Were no dating, like get over yourself and me!? He didn't answer the phone or return my calls. I don't know what to say. I care about him a lot but I am not n love with him as he is me. Oh SHIT!!??

Here we go. Whoosh........

2002-03-28T20:14:09Z

I am to go to a hotel tommorow night, I don't know what to say, except it will be a little while before I am on here from home, from school sure, np. Konrad will be meeting me at the hotel next week, Joy. Well thats better than him knowing were my new house is. I don't want him to knwo but in a way I do to see how F-ing nice it is. Plus later when we have grass and shrubs it'll be even nicer! Damn right! It's like eat that apartment deweler! Heh heh~

Sasha

wow I feel nothing,

kristarae @ 2002-08-12T16:31:00

" so sick, so sick"

kristarae @ 2002-06-06T00:43:00

kristarae @ 2002-06-06T00:23:00

kristarae @ 2002-06-06T00:18:00

Yah me, I think.....

I wish for time to stop

Seb's

Look at me!!

O, K,

O, K,

Boo! There wasw no pink!!

kristarae @ 2002-05-10T13:31:00

To Jen

I've got the world on a string.

Ahaaha well duh.

kristarae @ 2002-04-23T23:28:00

Hehhe Look at me!

I miss you Jeff, come back to me,

Sniffle sniffle, HONK!!!

Well now we all know this isn't right. *rolls eyes*

Cool,

I'm going to hell for sure now.

Here we go. Whoosh........

Well now we all know this isn't right. rolls eyes